Monday 5 December 2011

MY NATAL DAY!!

It was a hot summer afternoon of 22nd May 1987. There was a loud cry, a gush of fresh air and one tight slap. A child was definitely born but was an unplanned and unwanted child. The baby looked around searching for the mother but was not  able to find her. But there were people in the room, people she did not recognize, people with new scents and faces people who were weird but kept smiling at her.  they picked her up and gave her to the mother. the warmth in those arms made her feel as if there was nothing that could go wrong ever with her life.

What she didn't realize was that on that afternoon of 1987 a looser, confused, weird and a bucket of bad luck was born. As the years passed by the child started to notice that there was something undeniably and regretfully wrong with her karma. With hardly any friends in school, left out in the college by the people she befriended the child died like the leaves in autumn and shed her life and covered it in the blanket of loneliness. As years passed by and sensibility started to sink in she slowly started realizing that the basic thing of existence in this world is adaptability(though the term doesn't exist in today's world).  She tried to adapt to her surroundings but no matter how much she did it still made her feel as empty as a song without lyrics, a book without a title and so on and so forth.

After suffering from this nonchalant worthless living for 25 years, life taught her that no mater how many debts you are under or no matter how many people put you down or try to subdue you and your existence. Never make it easy for them, put that fighting spirit that shield which will protect you to no matter what end. 

Also remember the most important thing is to recognize who you are. Don't lose your self to prove your self. Make intelligent decisions, don't let the future look into your eye and make you regret what you have done. don't let anybody make you look down at yourself, because remember the most important lesson that life teaches you and no one else can tell you is that you have to do what you want to do and never get into something that does not give you happiness. And it is never too late when you see the sun its dawn and walk towards it. 

Just an ending note: there will be thousands of opportunities that are waiting for, you do not regret and waste your time if you did not grab one but search for others.

PS: for me as well it was not easier said than done.












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